Long Time - No Blog

Hey there -

I know that I haven't blogged in a while. On 11 May I had half of my thyroid removed due to a suspicious tumor. By the grace of God it was benign, but quite the scare. I have since then been recovering (if that's what you call it). On 3 June, I received the ok from the ENT who did the surgery. On 5 June, I found out that I need another MRI and possible open back surgery. Yay. I'm oh so excited. I don't know if this is the fibro or if I am just falling apart. I am exhausted all the time. My face is grey and my eyes are black. I am not a happy camper and haven't seen the sense in putting all of this bad juju out there. I understand the venting and yayaya, but I have been beyond crabby, beyond angry... just beyond.

So, I am going to sign off now - because I have nothing worth saying to say right about now. I haven't forgotten about the blog though.

So for now,

Courtney

P.S. One good thing has happened... After 4-1/2 years, Robert finally said he loves me (to my face)! For once, I was speechless.